September 10, 2013

Psalm 139:14

Dear J;

I'm not sure why today was hard.
I didn't feel fat.
I felt decently attractive.
I feel like i'm in a rut.

AND I still haven't gotten a birthday present. You think I'm joking when I mention it, but it seriously makes me feel like shit when you talk about spending money buying nice things for yourself when you couldn't even spend $20 on a fucking birthday present. It honestly makes me feel unloved.

I can't handle this.

I liked it better when I was numb.

ALSO. I don't understand why I'm accused of being fussy around people when as soon as start to try and enter the conversation, you pull this bullshit:
"Are you talking right now? I apologize everyone, I was unaware the woman was trying to talk. I'm sorry for her."

BULLSHIT and it pisses. me. the. fuck. off.

In other news, i'm down 3 more lbs. Not like you notice anyways.

From,
A.