July 17, 2013

Job 11:18-19

Dear J;
Okay maybe I was a little harsh. But in my defense, i'm allowed to be.
The affection randomly started again. But not before I got pissy about it. Can you blame me? I think not. But I shouldn't have to get pissy when I want shit done. Meh.

However, i'm down 3 lbs. and dropped my mile time by 2 minutes so that's good, right? I feel like the first mile is always the hardest, but I feel really good about getting a 2-3 mile run in at night.

Our apartment is a mess, and is in desperate need of cleaning. I'm still not even unpacked and probably have 5 loads of laundry to do already.

I still don't understand why you get so upset when I joke about not getting a birthday present? At this point, I have to make a joke because I know i'm not getting one and that feels really shitty. So I try and make myself feel better by joking about it, or pretending that it's something either really good or expensive and you just haven't bought it yet. Likelihood of that? Not at all likely. But a girl can dream.

From,
A.