December 9, 2013

Dear J;

Maybe it started when we first started dating and I thought you might've had a thing..

Now i feel like she spends more time with you than i do, and talks to you more than i do.

And you flirt. And it literally breaks my heart. I know its stupid but there are times where i think you like her more than me. I don't know how much longer i can stay quiet, but i have to.

I cannot and will not be that girl that asks you to quit being friends with someone. But it makes me feel like nothing when i see you flirting on twitter or when i know you're texting.

Who's really in a relationship here? If someone were to just compare, they would probably say you two over me and you. Which isn't okay..

I don't know what to do. I just want to feel like i matter and like i'm loved again like when we first started dating. Because i can't handle crying anymore. I feel like my chest is being ripped apart.

From,
A.