April 18, 2014

Dear J; 

NINE? I can't believe you've had nine. and that's a rough estimate because you "can't remember" or "don't count". I call bullshit. everyone knows how many they've had. 

I've had four including you. and then when I try and ask if I know any, you ask if I know people at our school in Greek life, which is an obvious yes. I don't even know how to respond to that. I want to know their names but at the same time, I really don't.

I swear when we first met you told me three (not including me). and that made me feel kind of special, considering.

but nine? that's a lot of expectation to live up to. I mean I know we've been together for over two years, but NINE? 

I'm literally speechless right now. and I don't know why. it's not like I should care, but I feel lied to. and I know guys stereotypically lie about their number but I can't believe that two years later, your (maybe) real number comes out? I mean seriously? you never thought to tell me? I need to go to bed. 

From, 

A.